lately

so i been having bad ass mood swings and im wondering where the fukk its coming from. so i been bitching at everyone and its not that i mean too im just do for no reason. another thing is that i been slacking at everything too; hella lazy to do shit now these days. but oh well, hmmm. i need to get myself together and get my self back on track. yupeee, thats what i got to do.

i miss katie

katie, geez, i love you so much! we been through so much and i will never forget you. i remember rj, brittany you && i were always together, metroing everywhere together(: we had so much plans too do! geeezzzz, then brittany faded away from us and it was just us 3 kikkin' it. our sleepover were the best! ohhh && eating at sushiland like always was yummy. i hate your mother! so bad i just wanna asdfghjkl; her in her face and shove a dikk down her mouth and she can choke on it! thats mean. well oh well. i thought she was all nice && shit but no she proved me wrong, shes a pain in the ass bitch! we were inseparable or so we thought! your mama just had to get in your life && fukk everything up! i was pissed! i go to you for everything. you always had the right words too say && it feels so weird cos i cant really trust any other laydee. danggggg, i miss our cum puff, lmao. ohhh && our song; "i like ice cream && bananas there so yummy hmmm". && photo whores mommets. its been hard for me cos i got so use to going through everything with you! my problems with RJ you helped me with && always gave me hope. you thought me that you have to fall first before you get back up again, katie baby! you have changed and made me to a better person. it's killing me that i cant do anything and say anything to your mama! i wish she would just let me see you already! i havent seen you since the time at norstom rack && still your mam wouldnt really let you talk to me! its not fair that. dangggg, i miss you so much.... i cant wait till your 18 && outtuh your mama's house! ohhh && your mama's boyfran can go to hell! love you katie && no matter what i always will! i miss you more than you can imagine even more then your boofran can...