SUMMER

NO MORE FAWKING SCHOOOL, NO MORE WAKING UP EARLY AND NO MORE HAVING TO CARE ABOUT WHAT CLOTHS TO WEAR. OH YESSS, SUMMER 2009 BABYYY!

yupees.

so there a few people in my life that i'll never forget, ever! no matter how bad they hurt me and i hurt them, get annoyed of them, and never see them... i got mad lovee for themm.

Katie Dun- my other half, the person i love so much. the only person i trustfully and i can tell everything too knowing you wont say shit or tell everyone. We share secrets with no judgement. Omfg we eat like a pigg (: haha. sushiland was the shit back then. ahaha, we always use to be at the mall kicking itt, MALL RATS. dang, we laugh till we fawking cry and people be staring at us like were fawking crazy. i miss you hella, i promise when we do get too kick it nothing will change about uss. I FAWKING LOVE YOU MOREE THAN YOU KNOW, your not only my bestfran, your more like a sisterr. things been a bit crazy for you and i totally understand that. no matter what i love you and i dont careee if we dont talkk. oh weee. our sleep overs were the fawking best, swearr. with brittany me and you tryna fit in my small ass room. haha. we would just tear our hearts open to each other, and never hide anythingg from each otherr. us staying out HELLAAA latee. On BSM was the shitt. i think its the last pictues all three of us took together ):britt went bye byee from uss. but you and i stayed closee and never left each other sidee. i love you for everything and i lovvee everything about youu. diyamm i miss youu<3>

Nicole FAWKING Moro- so dang, we've been through everything, and thats a fawking fact! haters, fran, bestfrans, wifeyy. Even if were hella distant know, you know why i am so you cant say shit about us not kicking it. lmao. but promise druing the summer we will. but your a whore and i love you bitch so dont second think that i dont. even if you annoy the fawk outta me i love your ass. haha. but you are fawking annoying tho. you complain about everythingg. diyam its like STFU already. its cos your an only child, spolied bitch (: but i love youu hella. diyam, we've through hella. like its crazy how were still friends but wanna know whats funny? were number one on each others top and we dont even talk anymore. we go to the same school and i never fawking see you, the fawk is up with that, we talk every blue one. but you know what they say about real friends: the can grow apart without really growing apart, ya get it? iduno if you will cos your stupidd. haha. diyam indian, jayy kayy.

Brittany Yocum- my ex-wifey... we always use to kick it, ALWAYS. katie, rj and i. always. us everyday. we spent so much time together and shared so much fawking secrets. i know i can trust you and no matter what i will... we dont talk as much anymore... once in awhile cos of fawking school! but when summer hits, were kicking it (: i cant wait. i cant wait for us staying up all night and just chatting it up. i miss that. i miss you hella. but heyy, we had our differences at times. i remember this one time we didnt talk for months but we patch things up. were not so close like we use too but your still very close to my heart. i have that tape you wrote on still. never three that away. 082607 is our day. diyamm, almost 2 years nowww. i loveee youuu. my very first thai fran. your such a good person. and always on track with her school. i fawking love your ass hoee (:

RJ Magsombol- your my ex-boyfran and no matter what happened betweens us we mange to work things out and stay frans. we had a bumpy ass road. diyam, we've throught pretty much everything. i hope you know i still got mad love for you, even if were not going out your my bestfran and you've proved to me you'll ALWAYS BE THERE for me when the going get rough. you call me late at night and it gets me soo mad cos most of the time im fawking sleeping or about too. geezzz, call earlier. haha. but we have so much memos together. all the fights and the sleepless nights and all the tears i cried the good times we shared overweighs it all. your an amazing person and one of the bestestfrans i have everr had. you always know how to make me smile and know what to do too piss me off which is pretty much everything cos i get pissed off and annoyed HELLA fast. sorry for everything i've done to hurt you, i dont mean too... it just happens. i love you fawkkerr. NO MATTER WHAT! we'll always be bestfrans. XD

BUT MOST OF ALL MY FAMILY. WHOS BEEN THERE FROM DAY UNO. I LOVE THEM FOR EVERYTHING... EVEN WHEN WE GET TO THOSE TIMES WHEN WE JUST WANNA RUN TO AFRICA OR JUST KILL EACH OTHER. THEY KNOW ME AND MOST OF ALL THE FOOD I HATEEE AND LOVEEE. THEY KNOW WHEN IM ANNOYED AND WHO I HATE. THEY KEEP IT REAL WITH ME. I LOVE THEM HELLA. NO ONE WILL LOVE THEM AS MUCH AS I DO. I KNOW I DONT TELL THEM THAT I DO AND I BITCH AT THEM LIKE CRAZY, I LOVE THEM.

AND MY BROTHER FROM A DIFFERENT MOTHER. I KNOWN HIM MY WHOLE LIFE WELL EVER SINCE I SHOULD UNDERSTAND THINGS BUT IVE NEVER MEET HIM YET; I GOT MAD LOVE FOR HIM NO MATTER WHATT! I'LL DO ANYTHING FOR HIM. JOSHUA MARQUEZ, I FAWKING LOVE YOU.

pisses me off

when people push away the person they likee or lovee. its like there right there in front of you why wont you open your eyes and go get it. it feels like im wasting my time sometimes with you! i swear, im right here! i do HELLA things for you and why dont you see... im right here! urghh. its getss me so fawking annoyed and pisses me the fawk off. why you gon push me away... the more you push me away the more your tearing a piece of my heart. YOUR KILLING ME.

shes a bitch.

OMFG!

if you wanted know drama then you should of told me.

if you didnt want me to bitch at you then you should just stop tryna talk to me.

LEAVE ME THE FAWK ALONE.

cos honestly your UGLY ASS FAWK, noo your more like HAMMERED.

you need to learn how to dress.

come on noww.

your starting middle school drama. the fawk!?

i out grew that stange hun.

but keep talking your shit.

watch and see whats gon happen.

yeah, i'll still bitch at you and yell at you.

but push me too far...

you'll see what happens.

YOU FAWKING HAMMERED ASS BITCH.

NO ONE FAWKING LIKES YOU!

AND YOU NEED TO LEARN HOW TO STFU.

YOU TALKING IS JUST ANNOYING.

yeah i talk a lot but i know when to fawking stop,

not like your bitch ass just keeps talking.

the fawk, thats why you cant say shit when im talking to you.

FAWKING PUSSY!

talk shit to my face and not to others.

fawking retarded ass bitch.

whyy.

why do you always try to push me away when i'll im trying to do is get closer to you. i wanna know i i honestly feel for you but everytime i try its like you dont care. you push me away always. all i wanna know WHY! why are you doing this too me when i always was so sweet and nice too you. why do you wanna hurt me this way or can you even tell you are? why dont you show me you care? erghh, i kind feel like a dumb bitch and im sick of feeling like this but what can i do. just sit around and live life while i just wait on you...

bye bye

school is coming to an end, ima miss everyone! every the haters XD. lmao. and some teachers are leaving, ehhh! whyyyy!? oh yeee school is running low on $$$$, me gon miss everyonee. i like sealth even if its not to good of a school. i remember going to the baseball game and cheering on BBHS cos i lovee that school. the people from the baseball time were pissed but i didnt caree. BBHS is kewlerr. haha. (: dang courtny loud ass, im actually gon miss her. shes hella funnyy. alex is moving oh well shit, he belongs in renton. + he was barely at school to begin with. brad is a retard and him singing in the class im actually gonna miss. andre is just plain annoying and i wont miss for shitt, jasminee honeyyy and her yummyyy foodd<3 me gon miss your cooking. but the person i will miss the most is somala<3 weve gotton hellaaa closee. no bitch can replace her, my fakegirlfrann foreverr hate on us if you please cos diyam we already gott hella haters we wont mind for a little moreee. lmao. shes so buntt, swearrr. she'll tell you wassup. ima miss her hella. kuyaaa freeee! yeee kuyaaa, me gon miss you! hes like my roll model, and im not kidding. hes been there for me since i met him... people saw im his fav, nawww me think diff. but dang next year gon suck, whos gon help me with my BS and those girlss? ehhh, he better come a visit meee! JACKIEEEE is like my funny bunnyyy! she thinks im super spoiled. im nottt. but we have this jame with each otherrr. its funn. lmao. and all the seniors that are leaving, good luck class of 2009. come and visit mee down at sealth, but heyy i already know youu will, well some of you folks that are staying in WA areee.


but heyy, summa gon be funn. kicking it with some old fellas i use too. and get too know some (: yeee. me loveee my frans. hopefully this summa goonnn be better than last! wait i know its going to be XD summa '09 babbyyy.

Kuya Josh

dear joshua marquez,
i knew about you ever i was little: my whole life actually. i always wonder who you were and when was i gonna meet you. i had this weird imagination that when im older i would hurry people to go look for you and we'll take DNA test to prove you were actually my brother from a different mother. i dreamed about growing up with you and what you would be like. wonder if we looked alike, who sides would you take when me and lydia would get in a fight. i have so much questions to ask you and its crazy. i wanna tell you everything you missed out on in my life, ive always wanted a older brother and i knew i had one somewhere out there. i remeember crying on night cos i wanted to meet you so bad and i would always wonder if you knew you had little sisters and when you do find out will you claim were yours sisters. so many thoughts i never thought it'll be answer. im not going to lie, it felt like hell knowing that there was something missing in your lifee. a whole other part of you that'll never be completed. then one day my uncle decided to look you up, and thank god he did cos i found you. i was happy, i wanted to ask you so much things, but i was scaredd, ehh. im not going to lie im still am. i have hella questions i wanna ask you but i dont want you to get annoyed from me noww. i dont wanna losee you ): i looked for you for so long and now that i found you i never want you to goo. i want you to be in my life till the day i die. maybe myspace will be the only way i'll talk to you and see you, maybe i'll never get the chance to see you and spend time with you and maybe i will. i just want one day with you, brother and sister bonding time. i want tl get to know you moree and see how were alike and and if we look alike. i wanna do so much... but iduno, this on the internet might just be it for us getting to know each other. i hope you know i love you and care so much for you regradless if i never meet you. your my brother and i will always love you no matte what happens between uss. your always be my big brother. and i love youu. always and forever, thats a promise.

p.s. i wish you get to come down to my debut. its going to be a very speacil day for me and i want you there, but thats 3 yrs from now, who knows what happens. but i really do hope you'll be there (: