idunooo

so all i been doing lately is thinking, tons of thinking and no lie im happy but i want more than what i have... i want to be truely happy and laughing. i wanna move schools but why cant i? well idunoo wassup anymore. i just wants certain people in my life but i know i cant have and others i cant have anymore... life is good, im not going to lie, but i just want those people to be in it and some completly out of it.

realist shit!

There's always a little truth behind every "just kidding",

a little curiousity behind every "just wondering",

a little knowledge behind every "i don't know",

and a little emotion behind every "i don't care".

this is super duper ober real and hellaaaa true.

blehhh....

ehhhh, so im all losted and confused and i dont know what to do. dang, i cant tell anyone wassup with me cos the only person i can only well you know how you'll always have this one person you know for a fact and you wont have second thoughts about telling them anything cos there like trustworthy and honest and always there since like foreverrr well the person i go talk to for everything is right now going throw some stuff and i have to contact what so everrr but myspace and i hate talking about things on myspace; KATIE DUNN I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY! i wanna tell you everything and like i try to always keep you updated and i do my best but this time its really hard cos i dont want people reading my shit. rawr, how am i going to tell you? dang do i miss our sleep over, kicking days, sushiland and acem times, and most of all our bonding time when we would just tell each other everything. >.< it feels like hell without you boo ): i love you and you'll never be replaced. i cant wait till your 18 and outtuh that joint!

top 10 things that bug me.

so i don't know why but these things bug the crap out of me....!
1. people who are YOUNGER than me call me hun.
2. how i miss place EVERYTHING, ALWAYS!
3. the password thingy to unlock my blackberry!
4. people claiming other races, OMG!
5. people who speak languages i dont understand around me
6. so called friends who say they miss you and want to kick it with you when they dont
7. people who dont call back and say/promise they will; HATE WAITING AROUND!
8. hardly ever having ice cream at home
9. people who think people are spying on you when NO ONE CARES!
OHH AND MOST OF ALL
10. I MISS MY FAMILY IN THE PHILIPPINES! urghhh.

hmmm...

so yayyyy! im like doing all my work, i aint slacking anymore. finally! geezzz, but i never found out whats been bugging me but heyy, as long as im doing my work im good, dont need to worry about a diyam thing, but my boyfriend<3 yupeesss. life if good babyyyy. dude i miss my boyfriend! its been too long. diyammm, i been loaded with testes, classwork, and homework, finally i dont have much to do anymore, but its kewl yoos. me ishhhh very happy, like how happy when a fat grown up is on a diet and finally gets to eat a slice of cake, LMAO. idunoo. well thats all. yupeesss.

lately

so i been having bad ass mood swings and im wondering where the fukk its coming from. so i been bitching at everyone and its not that i mean too im just do for no reason. another thing is that i been slacking at everything too; hella lazy to do shit now these days. but oh well, hmmm. i need to get myself together and get my self back on track. yupeee, thats what i got to do.

i miss katie

katie, geez, i love you so much! we been through so much and i will never forget you. i remember rj, brittany you && i were always together, metroing everywhere together(: we had so much plans too do! geeezzzz, then brittany faded away from us and it was just us 3 kikkin' it. our sleepover were the best! ohhh && eating at sushiland like always was yummy. i hate your mother! so bad i just wanna asdfghjkl; her in her face and shove a dikk down her mouth and she can choke on it! thats mean. well oh well. i thought she was all nice && shit but no she proved me wrong, shes a pain in the ass bitch! we were inseparable or so we thought! your mama just had to get in your life && fukk everything up! i was pissed! i go to you for everything. you always had the right words too say && it feels so weird cos i cant really trust any other laydee. danggggg, i miss our cum puff, lmao. ohhh && our song; "i like ice cream && bananas there so yummy hmmm". && photo whores mommets. its been hard for me cos i got so use to going through everything with you! my problems with RJ you helped me with && always gave me hope. you thought me that you have to fall first before you get back up again, katie baby! you have changed and made me to a better person. it's killing me that i cant do anything and say anything to your mama! i wish she would just let me see you already! i havent seen you since the time at norstom rack && still your mam wouldnt really let you talk to me! its not fair that. dangggg, i miss you so much.... i cant wait till your 18 && outtuh your mama's house! ohhh && your mama's boyfran can go to hell! love you katie && no matter what i always will! i miss you more than you can imagine even more then your boofran can...