past...

you were such a good friend. i cant beleive that i losted you... OMFG im sorry for evrything that has happened. i honestly didnt want our friendship too end like that... but it did and i cant do shit to change that... you got a girl and i told her i'll stay away and its hard too cos even if we were friends for just a short period of time and all that shit that happened between us i went to you when i needed help; you were one phone call away and you were just there for me and you promised me no matter what happens we'll still be friends... you broke ALL the promises you made me, whateverrr. the only one that actually hurts the most if the promise you made me saying you'll always be there which was all bullshit. i respect your girl wishes and i'll stay away. its been a month noww. whatever happened between us is clear like glass and im so over it, i just want my friend back. thats all reallyy.