your still in my heart...

RJ MAGSOMBOL! you mean a lot to me... were not talking. i stoped calling you billions of times and stoped busting up your phone when i really wanna talk to you and tell you whats sup and whats happening. its like lost the most important person of my life. my friend asked me do you wanna hurt and feel this pain once or keeping holding on and hurt every single day of your life and i answer if its for RJ, i'll hurt and feel this pain everyday cos i love him and only him no one else but i thought about it and i deserve my happiness too! so im tryna, but its not working, but it kinda is. letting go is hard cos the truth is i really dont. if we're meant to be we'll find our way; your my first love and your first love never dies. i dont think i can ever offially get over you but i can try, i really dont want too, i really just want you in my life again. but i need to respect your wishes and give you your timee. i know i'll see and talk to you again- hopefully soon. i love you and no matter what always will.