Pinasss (:

im so happy im with my family, i havent done a blog in a hot min. KUYA KARIM IS HELLAAAA FUNNNYYY! and i got to see some old friends but its not the same anymoree. no one hangs out with the same people but hey thats lifee! well its kewll. i like it here but i just now wanna go homeee.

true friends

im not going to lie KRB and RGAY are the ONLY people i can count on for sureee! they've been there since day one! we had tons or bumpy roads but were still hella close ♥ only bitches i trust and rely on. ive learned this summer that i my past so called "true friends" arent reallyy and im not gon waste my time tryna save our friendship cos ive been tryna and now im quiting and dont with it they can come to mee. KRB and RGAY no what to say and no what to do when something wrong with me! I LOVE KATIE AND BRITTANY AND ROMMEL too death! and no matter what happend, i got your backs! My ride or dies for lifee!

its getting crazier.

im leaving in least than 2wks, ehhh! blehhh.
ima miss youu...

past...

you were such a good friend. i cant beleive that i losted you... OMFG im sorry for evrything that has happened. i honestly didnt want our friendship too end like that... but it did and i cant do shit to change that... you got a girl and i told her i'll stay away and its hard too cos even if we were friends for just a short period of time and all that shit that happened between us i went to you when i needed help; you were one phone call away and you were just there for me and you promised me no matter what happens we'll still be friends... you broke ALL the promises you made me, whateverrr. the only one that actually hurts the most if the promise you made me saying you'll always be there which was all bullshit. i respect your girl wishes and i'll stay away. its been a month noww. whatever happened between us is clear like glass and im so over it, i just want my friend back. thats all reallyy.

SUMMER

NO MORE FAWKING SCHOOOL, NO MORE WAKING UP EARLY AND NO MORE HAVING TO CARE ABOUT WHAT CLOTHS TO WEAR. OH YESSS, SUMMER 2009 BABYYY!

yupees.

so there a few people in my life that i'll never forget, ever! no matter how bad they hurt me and i hurt them, get annoyed of them, and never see them... i got mad lovee for themm.

Katie Dun- my other half, the person i love so much. the only person i trustfully and i can tell everything too knowing you wont say shit or tell everyone. We share secrets with no judgement. Omfg we eat like a pigg (: haha. sushiland was the shit back then. ahaha, we always use to be at the mall kicking itt, MALL RATS. dang, we laugh till we fawking cry and people be staring at us like were fawking crazy. i miss you hella, i promise when we do get too kick it nothing will change about uss. I FAWKING LOVE YOU MOREE THAN YOU KNOW, your not only my bestfran, your more like a sisterr. things been a bit crazy for you and i totally understand that. no matter what i love you and i dont careee if we dont talkk. oh weee. our sleep overs were the fawking best, swearr. with brittany me and you tryna fit in my small ass room. haha. we would just tear our hearts open to each other, and never hide anythingg from each otherr. us staying out HELLAAA latee. On BSM was the shitt. i think its the last pictues all three of us took together ):britt went bye byee from uss. but you and i stayed closee and never left each other sidee. i love you for everything and i lovvee everything about youu. diyamm i miss youu<3>

Nicole FAWKING Moro- so dang, we've been through everything, and thats a fawking fact! haters, fran, bestfrans, wifeyy. Even if were hella distant know, you know why i am so you cant say shit about us not kicking it. lmao. but promise druing the summer we will. but your a whore and i love you bitch so dont second think that i dont. even if you annoy the fawk outta me i love your ass. haha. but you are fawking annoying tho. you complain about everythingg. diyam its like STFU already. its cos your an only child, spolied bitch (: but i love youu hella. diyam, we've through hella. like its crazy how were still friends but wanna know whats funny? were number one on each others top and we dont even talk anymore. we go to the same school and i never fawking see you, the fawk is up with that, we talk every blue one. but you know what they say about real friends: the can grow apart without really growing apart, ya get it? iduno if you will cos your stupidd. haha. diyam indian, jayy kayy.

Brittany Yocum- my ex-wifey... we always use to kick it, ALWAYS. katie, rj and i. always. us everyday. we spent so much time together and shared so much fawking secrets. i know i can trust you and no matter what i will... we dont talk as much anymore... once in awhile cos of fawking school! but when summer hits, were kicking it (: i cant wait. i cant wait for us staying up all night and just chatting it up. i miss that. i miss you hella. but heyy, we had our differences at times. i remember this one time we didnt talk for months but we patch things up. were not so close like we use too but your still very close to my heart. i have that tape you wrote on still. never three that away. 082607 is our day. diyamm, almost 2 years nowww. i loveee youuu. my very first thai fran. your such a good person. and always on track with her school. i fawking love your ass hoee (:

RJ Magsombol- your my ex-boyfran and no matter what happened betweens us we mange to work things out and stay frans. we had a bumpy ass road. diyam, we've throught pretty much everything. i hope you know i still got mad love for you, even if were not going out your my bestfran and you've proved to me you'll ALWAYS BE THERE for me when the going get rough. you call me late at night and it gets me soo mad cos most of the time im fawking sleeping or about too. geezzz, call earlier. haha. but we have so much memos together. all the fights and the sleepless nights and all the tears i cried the good times we shared overweighs it all. your an amazing person and one of the bestestfrans i have everr had. you always know how to make me smile and know what to do too piss me off which is pretty much everything cos i get pissed off and annoyed HELLA fast. sorry for everything i've done to hurt you, i dont mean too... it just happens. i love you fawkkerr. NO MATTER WHAT! we'll always be bestfrans. XD

BUT MOST OF ALL MY FAMILY. WHOS BEEN THERE FROM DAY UNO. I LOVE THEM FOR EVERYTHING... EVEN WHEN WE GET TO THOSE TIMES WHEN WE JUST WANNA RUN TO AFRICA OR JUST KILL EACH OTHER. THEY KNOW ME AND MOST OF ALL THE FOOD I HATEEE AND LOVEEE. THEY KNOW WHEN IM ANNOYED AND WHO I HATE. THEY KEEP IT REAL WITH ME. I LOVE THEM HELLA. NO ONE WILL LOVE THEM AS MUCH AS I DO. I KNOW I DONT TELL THEM THAT I DO AND I BITCH AT THEM LIKE CRAZY, I LOVE THEM.

AND MY BROTHER FROM A DIFFERENT MOTHER. I KNOWN HIM MY WHOLE LIFE WELL EVER SINCE I SHOULD UNDERSTAND THINGS BUT IVE NEVER MEET HIM YET; I GOT MAD LOVE FOR HIM NO MATTER WHATT! I'LL DO ANYTHING FOR HIM. JOSHUA MARQUEZ, I FAWKING LOVE YOU.

pisses me off

when people push away the person they likee or lovee. its like there right there in front of you why wont you open your eyes and go get it. it feels like im wasting my time sometimes with you! i swear, im right here! i do HELLA things for you and why dont you see... im right here! urghh. its getss me so fawking annoyed and pisses me the fawk off. why you gon push me away... the more you push me away the more your tearing a piece of my heart. YOUR KILLING ME.